untitled #4

I'm so incoherent right now these words are just coming out and being typed I don't know. I kind of just realized right now.. that one thing that draws a lot of people of the youtube vocaloid community together isn't just the music, but also often the commonality of being lost in.. identity? Idk, like. I've just never met this many people before (and especially in one small place) who are so...unique in the way that might make them fear being judged by the rest of society, and might have trouble accepting who they are. Because there are many things that a lot of people wouldn't understand. People who are scared of growing up, people who've grown delusional and in denial, people who don't know what kind of directions to take in life, people who are homosexual, people who desire experiencing being of the other gender. And I guess this partially explains why it seems there's a reputation of this community being weird or full of immature teenagers, if one just looks at this collection of people in one glance.