Survey#3

Every time I see Phillip post a survey on his blog, I just think, "Ah.. I kinda wanna do this too.." and then end up in the palm of the temptation. It's 2:53 AM. I have work tomorrow, but not until afternoon so technically I can stay up. But I also shouldn't be up late because of my health and because of my throat. I really don't feel like sleeping. I can't quite say that I feel restless.. I associate that more with wanting physical action. I guess my soul and mind are restless and lethargic at the same time? I want to do something but I want nothing. At this point, I've been sitting here not knowing what to do but knowing I'll regret staying up but also not wanting to sleep. So I guess I'll just fill out a survey and think about my life and just mindlessly type stuff.

Source: http://tinyurl.com/ko4h7k8

Another survey!

It's already 3 AM but I swear I'll go to sleep after this haha. I have Kang Haneul and Phillip to thank for brightening up my night. ^^ BUT UM, WELL. I stopped by Phillip's blog (so sorry I'm late ;^;.. and you bestowed upon me such kind words too) and he did another survey. so. I am here again. because surveys are--HOLY CANOLI IT'S 70 QUESTIONS... Okay how about I do some of it tonight and then the rest tomorrow?

Courtesy of: http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20111028153441AAeAqDo

I didn't even know I had a "surveys" label

H-HI PHILLIP.. I visited your blog. and then I saw you did a survey. and then I stole it to do myself too because surveys are a horrendously awesome way to waste time. thank you. HAHAHA~

Courtesy of: Positively Positive (http://www.positivelypositive.com/2012/06/25/want-to-know-yourself-better-answer-these-questions/)

1. If something is forbidden, do you want it less or more?

It depends on what it is. I tend to be less drawn to them because I feel like there's probably a reason it's forbidden. (I've no interest in alcohol, drugs, or taking risks. ;n;)

2. Is there an area of your life where you feel out of control? An area where you feel especially in control?

Areas where I feel out of control: the future, love, physical appearance.
Areas where I feel in control: school, work ethics, drive to build moral character and self-discipline.

3. If you unexpectedly had a completely free afternoon, what would you do with that time?

.... if I were home alone, I actually really really need to record lines. (holy crap I'm such a stick in the mud HAHAHA)

4. Are you comfortable or uncomfortable in a disorderly environment?

I CAN FEEL MYSELF BECOMING MORE AND MORE NEUROTIC AND PARANOID WITH TIME AND THE MORE I ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS, because I think I do like organization and being on top of things in general. ;A;

5. How much time do you spend looking for things you can’t find?

I've been looking for my mind for 20 years and counting.

6. Are you motivated by competition?

It depends. In direct competition against others, (example: games) I can't stand the pressure and probably would back out rather than be motivated.
In competition against myself or indirect competition against others, I say bring it on. >:D
(I actually really like taking exams omg. and then comparing my scores with others' because I'm actually confident at that--)

7. Do you find it easier to do things for other people than to do things for yourself?

I... don't really notice a difference other than feeling more insecure and apologetic when doing things for others.

8. Do you work constantly? or think you should be working?

They say I'm a workaholic :( but I also complain like crazy while stuffing myself with work and am also a lazy slothlike creature at times so I don't know. /o/

9. Do you embrace rules or flout them?

I play by the rules unless they're extremely unreasonable ;A;
or unless you're asking me to give up chocolate. which the acid reflux diet tried to do. and then I couldn't.

10. Do you work well under pressure?

NOT AT ALL.

11. What would your perfect day look like?

Sleeping in. ......... um. ...................... Getting [good quality] sushi! um. .................

12. How much TV do you watch in a week (including computer time spent watching videos, movies, YouTube)?

I'M GOING THROUGH THIS PHASE OF OBSESSION OVER K-DRAMAS AND K-ACTORS/ACTRESSES and I watch a lot. But when I don't feel like watching them, I read the episode recap.

13. Are you a morning person or a night person?

Morning..? Oh you mean that time of day when I feel like the walking dead?

14. What’s more satisfying to you: saving time or saving money?

Saving time. I can always make more money as long as I work for it.

15. Do you like to be in the spotlight?

-hides-
My bedroom is my cave and this blog is like the fenced area outside my cave that I prance around in sometimes. <3

16. Is your life “on hold” in any aspect? (e.g., until you finish your thesis, get married, lose weight)

It's not that I don't feel complete or acceptable until I lose my tummy. It's just that I really want to lose my tummy because I want to. That doesn't really answer the question, does it?

17. What would you do if you had more energy?

M-MAYBE I would actually have more physical movement in my life than walking from my car to class..!! (well I started exercising around the house in the past few weeks but still too tired most of the time haha)

18. If you suddenly had an extra room in your house, what would you do with it?

RECORDING STUDIOOOOOOOOOOOO *AAAAAA* WITH SOUNDPROOFING INSULATION AND A LOCK ON THE DOOR (my life lacks privacy and door locks)

19. What people and activities energize you? Make you feel depleted?

If I could sing without my throat feeling like hell, that would be the ultimate refresher for me! And #TeamNorCal always makes me happy to have left the house even though I'm usually initially reluctant to involve myself in any kind of social situation. ^^
But most social interaction and non-minimal physical movement tire me out. -shot-

20. Is it hard for you to get rid of things you no longer need or want?

I'm a pack rat.
On the contrary, I have potent but extremely short term memory (plus selective graphic memory) which is great for taking exams, but as soon as the information is irrelevant to me, it gets COMPLETELY expelled from my brain capacity.

21. Do you get frustrated easily?

Yes.

22. On a typical night, what time do you go to bed? How many hours of sleep do you get?

Since a few months ago, I've been trying to develop healthier habits so I.. try to aim for 8 hours when I don't have exams or pressing mixes. Before then, I went through a long-running period of getting less than 4 hours nightly, and I have NO IDEA how I lived through that. |D;;;

23. If at the end of the year, you had accomplished one thing, what is the one accomplishment that would make the biggest difference to your happiness?

I want my throat to get better so I can sing. ;u;

I like taking surveys

IT'S A GREAT WAY TO KILL TIME WHEN YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING OTHER THINGS. Came across this one when I was reading my xanga blog entries from 2009/2008. Now it feels like 2012 was a long time ago but I don't think there's enough substance in 2013 for me to talk about that lol.

Kinda disappointed though that this one's not so interesting and it's basically me saying all the things I said in my "resolutions" posts. ^^;;; (I think I've milked all I can about 2012 over and over LOL.) Oh well.

The Year 2012 in Review...