2012 Resolutions Review

I used to do this thing where I'd list 100 New Year's resolutions, and then reflect on the previous year's resolutions. Seeing as how January's ending soon, I'm extremely late, but I'm bored and felt like bringing this back. :'D
A lot of them are silly, but granted it's hard to reach 100, so I just wrote whatever LOL. I'm smh at a lot of these ahahaha.

[2012 New Years Resolutions]

Depending on how much my goals have changed this year and how bored I am later/motivated to actually write it, I may or may not put together 100 New Year's resolutions for 2013. We'll see, but for now, here we go~!

1. Don’t worry, be happy! -bursts into song-

Hurdurrdurrr yea can't say I succeeded.
Edit: Aw shit, and then I got this song stuck in my head for the rest of the review.

2. Always be grateful.

Hey I'm legitimately improving at this one!

3. Be more conscious of your health!

Woops QAQ;;

4. SLEEP EARLIER, JEEZ D:< TRYINNA KILL YOURSELF?!

WOOOOOPS QAAAQ;; (I was kinda habitually sleeping at 3-4 AM for a while..)

5. Get out of the house more. xD

YES, THANKS TO MY CAR AND #TEAMNORCAL. 8D

6. Exercise? D: Maybe? At least a little?

-nervous twitch-

7. Keep singing. And keep improving. :]

I don't even need a New Year's resolution to always have this in mind and intent. ^^

8. Prove that a high voice doesn’t necessarily have to be a weak one!

Hmm.. fundamentally, I think my voice got stronger but it got weaker because of throat restrictions.

9. Work on singing ballads.

I did that, I think!! :D

10. Work on rapping even though you have a high voice. :P

I worked on that!

11. Become more versatile!

Yeah idk about this one.

12. Improve at mixing!

I will always whine and complain about how it's my death and weakness, but I can kind of EQ now!!! I think I've improved at mixing in both theory and practice.

13. Improve at animating/video-editing <– this one LOL I’m always so embarrassed for Gemini that I’m the video-maker.

..........................no.

14. Learn to count. =_= I accidentally wrote 15.

Wait why am I an accounting intern

15. BE LESS SOCIALLY CHALLENGED.

I got worse, sry

16. Become a more interesting person.

Still a killjoy, sry

17. Make people laugh <3

Dude have you seen my fucking Mermaid Melody stuff my sense of humor is so dry it's ridiculously unfunny

18. Do nice things for people whenever you can~

Hey, I tried that!!

19. AEGYO THE HELL OUT OF YOUR LIFE LOLOL <3

;v; OOOPPPPAAAAA~~~~~
(inb4 getting shot to death)

20. Become girlier~~

I CAN WEAR DRESSES NOW QwQ ARE YOU PROUD

21. Dress nicer? xD

Fashion sense is still null but I did improve HAHAHA

22. Make sure that in the summer, Gemini’s [well, G5 since Jeffrey's all the way over there being an Aussie] Cali trip happens. ♥

#GeminiMeetUp was the best 18 days of my life.<3
And I met Jeffrey as well!

23. Keep Gemini active. ^^

We're alive, but not active.

24. Never slack off in school.

O^O)9 I've gotten all A's so far in uni !

25. Be cheery, enthusiastic, and bright~

fuck no

26. Don’t be afraid of attention.

Hmmmmmmmm.... in a way, I improved, but in another way, I haven't changed at all. -corner-

27. Get over your fear of people seeing you or hearing you. :/

Hmmmm... somewhat improved because I started joining group calls and became comfortable with being on webcam, but still no.

28. Less stuttering? D:

Did not improve at all ;;

29. Don’t let your stuttering stop you from speaking, especially to your friends.

...........oh. oh. right. I didn't remember this one at all.....

30. Don’t be so afraid of change.

I take more risks now I think.

31. Improve your sense of humor. I sound so grave right now LOL

W-wasn't there already on--oh wait no that's a little different. SHIT LOL

32. Do more solos!

I uploaded only 1 solo in 2012. ;____;

33. Keep uploading videos ^^

If it counts for anything, I've been behind most of Gemini's uploads... ;A;

34. Try to vlog? lol. I have a vlog channel now!! It’s EvaVlogsTooKinda >w> I’m really lame though.

O HAE I DID DAT.

35. Stop being so lame! LOL jk jk

BUT IT'S PART OF MY PERSONALITY

36. Be polite, respect your elders, etc. :3

I never forget this. ^^

37. More mature voice prease ;w;

Voice is still grossly childish, but it did mature!

38. Keep your heart of a child, but be less immature.

I think this happened a bit.

39. Annyeonghaseyo, work on dat Korean of yours. Kamsahamnida.

Shirheo, bitch.

40. Uh.. you might wanna brush up Mandarin too.. since everyone at work speaks Mandarin.

-insert cussing in Mandarin here which I don't know 'cause I obviously didn't brush up on any Mandarin at all-

41. o_o I hope I keep working??

I'M ACTUALLY AT WORK RIGHT NOW HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

42. But don’t overwork yourself.

I failed miserably at this in 2012. It might've been my most stressful year ever, and I'm determined to change in 2013.

43. Value yourself. You’re precious too, Eva. I know it.

Oh. ;w; Yes I will keep this in mind too, thanks<3

44. .. Is it possible for me to still be sarcastic but be less scary? xDDD

The scary factor has only ever increased, my friend.

45. Become a more likable person.

ya dass not happening

46. Chill out.

No, you.

47. You’re an airhead, Eva. Can you not do that? LOL

CAN YOU NOT

48. Keep playing League with Ryan and Jay and Daniel and other people >w<!

I played League for most of the year, and half stopped near the end..

49. Practice dancing as exercise. ;w;

There were times of attempt, but defs need to work on this more.

50. I just started using twitter today. I’ll try to keep using it? xD

QURL................ QURL.
MOTHERFUCKING.
I BET YOU NEVER EXPECTED TO END UP WITH 12,306 TWEETS, DID YOU? ALL THAT SPAM THROUGHOUT THE YEAR.

51. EAT EVERYTHING IN SIGHT

I did that; I should stop.

52. EAT MOAR SEAWEED

DONE.

53. Lose belly fat.

-looks down-
; ~ ;
2013, be kind to me.

54. Buy more things for other people ^^

Check!

55. Wear the SNSD socks I bought LOLOL (_ _);;

.................................................. I BOUGHT SNSD SOCKS??????
WHERE DID THEY GO

56. Get rid of your image as an intimidating person that never likes anyone near her D;

Somewhat improved ;u; but still there.

57. Heal throat!

I-it got worse..

58. Drink more tea!

OOOOOOOHHHHHH I DID THISSSSS!!!! 8D

59. Improve at harmonies ’cause I actually got worse. =w=

And here I thought I couldn't fall any more downhill.

60. Stop letting your time waste away, like you have been for your entire life thus far :/

I've had a very busy year--I want to start wasting time in relaxation again.

61. Continue your habit of doodling Korean all of your papers when you’re bored. Lol.

HAHA! DONE.

62. Take more pictures of my myself HAHA Well I realized that I won’t look the same forever, so might as well~

.................2013 2013 2013

63. Please learn to cook or you will really starve. ;w;

I'm probably gonna die in starvation one day.

64. MUST BECOME MORE WELL-KNOWN ON YOUTUBE and receive more comments! >O<

 I went backwards

65. Become less awkward….. ;w; …….. e-ehehehehehehe this one…

...yes and no

66. Don’t care about what other people think about you.

also yes and no

67. Be yourself. Always.

I think I've broken out of that mold that haunted me for most of my life, and now embrace the.. real me that was sometimes swept to the backburner? ^^

68. This one is stupid, but.. get a haircut. Really. Fix that hair of yours. It sucks. I expect you to get a decent haircut this year FOR ONCE IN YOUR STUPID LIFETIME.

That didn't happen. I still want it to happen.

69. Oh and can you stop cussing so fucking often too? LOL -shot to oblivion-

FAK NO

70. …. ]: On my previous resolutions, I wrote that I need to force milk down my friends’ throats so that they’d grow…. but I don’t think they’re going to grow anymore. And thus, I’m changing this to: I NEED TO BUY MORE FLATS.

L M A O. LOOOOOOOOL.
I should do that. I still just own 2 pairs.

71. Continue being a vain-ass bitch that has to tell everyone she meets that she was valedictorian in high school. OwOb

HAHAHAHAHAHA I DO THAT IT'S SO ANNOYING BUT I LOVE IT

72. I just have to get A’s and B’s in classes in college. :/ I don’t want to go down the road I went down in high school again lolol. B’s are OKAY, EVA. Drill that into your head, please, or you’re going to kill yourself ;_;

;_____________; -whimpers- Okay. Okay I need to drill this into my head. I'm proud of my all-A's for the last 3 semesters but this road is deadly to me. I was too stressed out all year.

73. Smile more. :] I look scary when I’m not smiling.

yes and no. I smile significantly more with people I like. Otherwise, I stopped smiling.

74. Laugh more! :D

I do that :'D!

75. Stop being so negatively overly-conscious about your appearance.

.........fuck. FUCKFUCKFUCK I got worse

76. Become witty ; ~ ;

This is not an option for me

77. “Make it so that whenever the name “Eva” is mentioned, the response is “Oh, you mean waterpixie waterpixieva, the awesome singer on Youtube?” HAHAHA. Might take years.”
Lol I’ve been adding this one the past two years too.
MAKE THAT THREE YEARS! ^^

..no

78. If that “Perfection” collab doesn’t come out in 2012, I’m going to be sad.. ;_;

It never came out, so I dropped it and gave up on it.

79. Make more friends >w<

I did that! ..online.

80. …….. actually, I just need to make AT LEAST A friend in college. ;w; -has none-

I STILL HAVE NO FRIENDS IN COLLEGE LOLOLOLOL

81. I need a social life.

#TeamNorcal

82. Hi there. Hey. It’s me, your Sing Your Dreams blog. Can you not neglect me please? Thanks.

Sorry I broke up with you and made a new blog.

83. More ice cream!!

THIS ISN'T HELPING THE BELLY FAT

84. Be less hesitant.

I think this happened

85. Can’t let anyone look down on you or pick on you!

RAWRRRR ;^;)9

86. BE CONFIDENT AND COURAGEOUS.

This didn't happen

87. Become more artistic~

Didn't happen either

88. Try to treat EVERYONE well and the same :/

I tried and am still trying.

89. Learn to belt O_O

Because of my throat, I had to stop trying to learn to belt.. ;__;

90. I want nicer handwriting?

Is chicken scratch acceptable--

91. Be supportive of friends. ^__^

I can't tell but I think I did my best at this, at least~

92. More webcamming and calls ;w;

Happened at first, and then came to a screeching halt near the end of the year.

93. HARNESS SOME MAGICAL POWERS LOL
['Cause I'm the CHOSEN ONE!! xD Y'know y'knoww?]

How fuckin' high was I when I thought it was a good idea to write this--

94. Be the responsible one, no matter what the situation.

Definitely something cemented into my moral values.

95. DON’T LOSE TO ANYONE D8<

b-b-but ; ~ ;

96. Stop regretting things.

I tend to regret little trivial stupid things, but in the long run, I kind of stopped.

97. View life with a light heart. ^^

2013!

98. Keep supporting Super Junior-M. ♥ Especially Henry Lau. -totally not biased at all-

I PREORDERED THEIR BREAKDOWN ALBUMMMMMMMMMM 8D

99. Drop out of school and become a POKEMON MASTER! ^__^ And that is absolutely possible because I am over 10 years old, and capable of going on a journey by myself in a world filled with monsters that could attack me with their powers, and probably kidnappers and molesters too…….
LOL Another one from last year. Idk whether to be envious or embarrassed of my sense of humor from then. :D
Oh lawdy..

Dear god.

100. Dominate the world…! BWUAHAHAHAHA

um. 2013. HAHAHAHA

O-oh. ;w; Hm. I think I usually end this with a selca of myself. Do I even have any recent selca..?



Uhh.. ;w; random glasses-less selca from when I went to a wedding!

WOOOOOOAAAAAHHHH I DIDN'T KNOW THIS PICTURE WAS FROM SO LONG AGO........ I THOUGHT IT WAS RECENT?!?! WTF IT'S FROM 2011..

I forgot I used to end these things with a selca haha!
I don't know if I have any to use if I do my resolutions for 2013. ;P