Conversations are suffocating
Being asked what major I am
Being asked my plans for the future
Being expected to answer like an adult
Being expected to speak and not avoid interaction
Being expected to keep a subject going and be engaging
Being expected to use words to reiterate my thoughts and feelings
Out loud
BUT I CAN'T HANDLE CONVERSATIONS
Words don't flow to me naturally
Sentences don't structure themselves
I DON'T.. I CAN'T... THIS MIX OF SOCIAL ANXIETY, ANTISOCIALNESS, DELAYED BRAIN PROCESSING, AND POOR THOUGHT-TO-MOUTH COORDINATION IS GONNA BE THE END OF ME