Kido @ Fanime14~

Dude, I'm so exhausted. Best Fanime weekend ever--which tbh hardly even involved Fanime. (An anime convention here in Northern California!)

Overview of the past 4 days:

• lots of hanging out with NYA friends<3
• 4 day sleepover!! Chiisana and Andy drove up here, and we stayed at Y's house
• very little sleep... orz
• cosplayed skirt!Kido at Fanime for half a day!
• AN AMAZING ROCK CONCERT in the form of the Double Dragon Rock Show, which featured my good friends Fome and Dibur's bands (Phoenix Ash and Valkyrie Kiss, respectively) !!
• the concert was in a club--and luckily I just turned 21 this month--so HOLY SHIT I WAS IN A CLUB. THAT'S WEIRD. and I drank some light alcohol woaaaahh so weird
• tried to help promote the concert but was too awkward to give people flyers
• met a lot of new people and made friends!

I'm super tired from...everything....like all the walking we had to do, jumping and screaming through the concert, barely sleeping, the stress that some of us went through, socializing and just being around people in general..... So I'm going to hermit and sleep for the next few days (other than going to work) until my next meetup with Y to work on cosplay.. OTL........ I can't believe Anime Expo is in a month. Fuck. I'm so fucked; my cosplay is nowhere near complete despite how long I've been working on it.

Under the cut are.... mostly my Kido selfies because getting into cosplay and putting on makeup by myself (!!!!) is so much effort....... HAHAHA. (I suck. This is a scarily narcissistic-looking post.) Unfortunately, I didn't get many pictures this weekend because it was a lot of moving around and being busy. :c Plus the few pictures I got I'm not sure if I can post without permission.

Ascension

Holy yesterday was just nearly unreal.

You couldn't imagine just how afraid I was yesterday when attending my university's student shorts film festival. I had long surpassed the point of nervously trembling and had submerged into absolute still and dark hopelessness. ;; I'm a coward. During my high school graduation, I was the only valedictorian that didn't make a speech. I don't regret my decision because I do know I wouldn't have been able to handle it, but that shows a lot about me and how I run away from things that frighten me. To be honest, part of me was debating withdrawing from the film festival after I found out that I was accepted HAHAHAHAH.................................. I know. I'm fucking crazy!! I was that scared!!!!!

And you know what. The film festival went 999999999999999% better than I expected. SIGH. I'M SO GLAD. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT STILL.

I thought there'd be no reaction to my film, I thought people would outspokenly hate it, I thought people wouldn't get it or care or question the film and who I was and why I had even been accepted and I had no hope for people liking it and I genuinely thought I would be a disappointment.

But .. the audience was so open and welcoming. There was surprisingly a LOT of response.... They laughed at parts that I didn't think were funny in the tiiiiiniest bit??!?! There were gasps and "oh my god"s and "aw"s and "OOOOH"s and even loud guffawing and so much sympathy for the protagonist AND people applauded!!!! OMG. Yano and Kazou can vouch for me that I legit sat through the entire film with my hands on my cheeks and my mouth agape, LIKE AN ABSOLUTE FOOL because I was so overwhelmed in the positive way and shocked. Dude. THAT'S AMAZING. Even though I thought the film was kinda boring and not well produced and even though I'm an absolute inexperienced nobody in the realm in film, there was a reaction beyond twice or thrice of anything I would have ever expected!!

Still though, having my film presented in front of an audience and actually being in front of an audience are entirely different things.

After the relief about the showing took over, I moved on to my next worry LOOOOL which was when I realized that they'd be giving out awards at the end of the event.... and that that meant going up on the stage to accept the awards. Basically what happened:

Step 1: I specifically told my friends not to vote for my film for Audience's Choice because I didn't want to win an award.

Step 2: "By chance that I win an award, maybe I'll just pretend that I'm not here and they can skip over it."

Step 3: "Oh shit, everyone's going up to claim their awards. Please don't give me one."

Step 4: "Hey, I guess it doesn't look too bad. You just walk up and it's fine-- WAIT WHY are some people saying things into the microphone?!"

Step 5: "Okay, BY CHANCE that I win an award, maybe I'll go up there but I just won't make any kind of speech."

Step 6: "Or hm. Idk. What would I say even if I had to? That it was my first film so I'm honored? Yeah. But what if I stutter? Oh well, I don't expect to win anything so it's fine."

Step 7:

Get it? 'Cause it's a film festival of shorts......

WAIT...... They announced "Kelly" as the winner for Best Sound Design?!

Step 8: Stood up without hesitation and walked up as confidently as I could to the stage. Felt "hell yeah." Accepted my shorts.

Step 9: "Oh shit oh shit, they're asking me if I want to say anything-- I don't really-- wait-- no let's do it."

Step 10: I take the microphone and say this to an entire theater full of people: "This was my first ever film, so this is just a huge honor--thank you!" No stutter. My voice didn't break mid-sentence. I remembered to smile. I didn't look or sound like a wreck. Success.

Step 11: "WAIT WTF DID THE APPLAUSE JUST GET LOUDER AFTER I SAID THAT? OMG"

Step 12: I get off the stage and start walking back to my seat, and from all around me, people are congratulating me.... A group of people in the front row to the right shouted to me, "It was really good!" and a guy to my left shouted to me something about enthusiasm but I forget what. A whole audience was looking at me, but I felt good.

I DID ITTTTTTTT

Chu~♡ My Lip Tint Pack Review Video

Hurrhurr, I started buying makeup in March and thought I should try doing review blogs and especially vlogs to show how the application of the products actually looks, since those are helpful and surprisingly rare. Finally got my first one up! I've mentioned before how much I admire KASPER, who raps and does makeup videos, and she did her own review of the pink version of this product for WISHTrend. I like her videos, but sometimes you can't help but wonder if people leave out any negative remarks due to affiliation/sponsorship, and I know WISHTrend is distributing this lip tint on their website.

Also, this is just such a fascinating and unique product that my curiosity couldn't help it, heh. I've been slightly addicted to looking at/buying lip products in the past 2 months. ㅠㅠ But they are the only thing I wear on a regular basis and I need them so that people don't ask me if I'm sick/wonder if I'm dead....

Anyway, if you've watched this, thanks for dealing with my awkward and lack of makeup know-how. u_u



[Review] Berrisom Semi-Permanent Lip Tint - Orange

Skim on through:
APPLICATION -- 1:40
PEELING OFF -- 2:28
10 HOURS LATER -- 3:15

Part 1 of all the videos I put on the back-burner in the past few busy months! (Editing is such effort.) Mostly did this one 'cause I haven't seen anyone actually show what it looks like after a day. uAu;;

If you're interested in this product, my suggestion is to try out the Red Apple (Hot Pink) one instead—AND THEN MAKE A VIDEO so I can see, heh. Pls. :'D

~

BRAND: Berrisom
PRODUCT: Chu~♡ My Lip Tint Pack
COLOR: Pink Grapefruit (Orange)
PURCHASED FROM: http://www.neobeauty.com/bechumylipti.html ($10.00 excl. shipping)

Songs Used: "Mr. Chu" by A Pink; "BUBIBU" by A Pink

Verdict:
A product whose a-peel fades away.

Rising Luck, Impending Fall

Good news arrived these past couple of days with a one-two punch, and with it, the looming of downer-frowner Eva.

This semester has been good to the point that it's eerie, and me having good luck? I don't believe it; no way!! "Eva luck" is a thing among my friends for a reason! (At restaurants, my order usually always comes last or.. is forgotten altogether...) I mean yes, 2014 has been one of my favorite years in life so far, but is it really possible for so much good shit to occur in a single semester without any repercussions or my luck running completely dry for the future? I can't help but genuinely worry that it can only go downhill from here. Greetings, I'm a pessimist.

But onto the good stuff! As of today, I've finished all my finals so I'm off from school until autumn yaaay!!

Before yesterday's radio/sound production final, my professor gave out 3 awards among the two classes. There were two "Outstanding Promo" awards, and then an "Outstanding Pro Tools Producer" award for—and I'm quoting my professor—creating outstanding work throughout the entire semester, from the first project to the last.

Um. Oops. (I don't even like Pro Tools—) It's not.. a "legit" award but still an honor to be acknowledged, and he said it's something we can put on our resumé in the future.

The second piece of news is a lot bigger and a lot more worrisome.

See the picture of the duck on the right with the word "Kelly" on it? Mm, yep. That would be my short film. Which I submitted to my school film club's student short film festival. And. somehow. was accepted and will be played on Thursday at a cinema.

I'm completely torn because while this is an honor beyond my wildest ambition (I'm not very ambitious) .... I only entered because my professor said I should, and I didn't want to regret not doing it. But I didn't expect to get in because even from a firmly objective perspective, I know my production quality lacks a lot and doesn't compare to many of the films made by my peers. (In the context of my circumstances though, I'm proud of what I was able to create.) I'm happy to have made it, but I know for a fact that it doesn't make much sense.

Part of my fear is that the audience will see just how lacking my film is and wonder what it's even doing up on that screen? I know there are plenty of entries that were better than mine but won't be shown. I think it's a shame, others will think it's a shame. I already know that mine is one of the weakest, if not the weakest, to be played that night—and that, to me, is embarrassing seeing as how prone I am to comparing myself to others sigh.

And then there's the fact that I am a nobody. I'm way too antisocial for my major, where mostly everybody knows one another.. and everyone's courageous and social and knows how to make connections. I'm also late because I just ended my 3rd year of uni but never really made friends or participated in anything or had any experience with filming until this semester. Because I hate standing out in real life, sometimes I'm grateful for my lack of presence or otherwise might go out of my way to stay invisible. But this is my first time making any kind of a splash and it's gonna be onto what I fear to be deaf ears. Aside from a few friends, nobody knows me. All of the other chosen films were made by people who are popular and experienced and .. nothing like me. :/ There's nobody to blame but myself, but it's just disheartening .. just a little sad that everybody else is so known and celebrated but I'm nothing and there's no anticipation on my front, which is deserved, I know. I wish I had done better. But this does motivate me to want to do better next time. I know I can. It'll happen.

On a positive note, this was my first time ever writing or producing or directing or editing a short film. And it's gonna be played for a paying audience in a movie theater. I had 0 filming experience before a month and a half ago. That's pretty cool. And I came out of nowhere but still made it, so I might potentially have the underdog thang going for me. I don't look forward to everyone eyebrow-raising at my n00biness, but it's kind of cool?

Ben

One of my biggest inspirations in the Korean music industry for years has been Ben from a little unknown ballad trio called BeBe Mignon. (WOAH I JUST GOOGLED THEM and found out that they disbanded in 2011 and THAT EXPLAINS.. SO.. MUCH..... I am the worst fan ever.)

Wow okay, um. Anyway..... I did have a feeling the group was dead LOL, but Ben went on to release a solo album and has been featured in some 4MEN music—plus she's so talented that no one in their right mind should let her talent go to waste. But since her solo album in 2012, I haven't heard a peep about her or the group (oops), so you can imagine how pleasantly surprised I was to have this video show up in my youtube subscriptions!!


Ben - To J

She's so incredible and I'm so happy for her that she's giving performances like this when she's not active (as far as I know) and isn't that well known.

One thing that's so admirable about her is that she's this tiny girl but with amazingly powerful pipes. More importantly to me, she has a youthful, high-pitched, thin voice but goes against all the stereotypes slammed onto those types of voices, like that they're weak—and if you look at groups, the strongest vocals usually hone a fuller, or more mature tone. But she definitely holds her own and goes beyond that, against everything one might assume. SHE'S FUCKING AWESOME. At the start of the song, she displays such delicacy, soft and sweet. Then you hear more emotion from her and she knows just when to back off to not make her singing so one-dimensional. THEN AT 3:43 SHE BELTS HER LUNGS OUT and you wonder how such strength comes out of this 5 foot tall lady.

Being someone who's always felt plagued with a high-pitched, childish, thin voice, I really aspire to be more like Ben and respect how her voice is so versatile and not fragile in the least bit.

Ahah, I remember in 2010, I freaked out when Ben replied to my tweet.. Later, I covered one of BeBe Mignon's songs, "Oppa Babo," and tweeted it to them but by then, they were too busy and popular to be able to respond to every tweet anymore.

I haven't seen much of Ben since then (plus there was no MV for her solo album) and jeez, this girl just got even prettier in the past 4 years omg. She's grown so much and those cheeks wow.

Food for Thought: Face of Fancy

A week or two ago, Yanovi, Kazou, and I had an interesting conversation that latched itself onto my mind.

We were discussing how family members can resemble each other, but overall look different due to having different interests. Of course, there's having a different sense of style—dressing differently, hair, makeup, or having a different aura because of how you behave or interact with others.
But taking it a step further, we started wondering: can your actual facial features change according to your interests?

To illustrate this better, we thought about how Yano looks compared to her sister. Yano's more into Asian fashion and is just really cute and girly, whereas her sister looks more cool, mature, and casual. In this case, it was more about how they presented themselves and I haven't gotten a good enough look at Yano's sister to be able to compare much else.

But then we thought about Karu, for example, who frankly doesn't look like any other person we know of Mexican ethnicity. We are kind of generalizing ethnic looks, but it is true that some traits are more commonly signature of a certain ethnicity. Karu's really into Japanese culture and she's the most moe thing in the world (without treading into obnoxious moe type). Maybe it's also because of the way she acts and does her makeup, but to us, she could almost pass off as a Japanese girl if you slightly look past her Caucasian-looking traits. None of us had ever met anyone else of Mexican heritage who looks so much like an anime character—with her gigantic, bubbly eyes and adorable princess aura.

And there's also Chiisana who often also looks straight up out of an anime, or if she wanted, a cute idol group. She also pretty much has the personality of your fumbly, adorable, quirky anime protagonist with a fluffy little voice to boot, so that helps. But her very features, like her huge doe-like eyes, soft cheeks, and delicate smile—in my opinion—aren't characteristic of her family but very well align with her interests in anime and k-pop/j-pop. (Also, her k-pop inspiration is Seohyun who also has big, pure eyes and soft cheeks.)

So we wondered if maybe through imitation of figures within our interests, muscle memory helps to shape our facial features? Maybe our face would change because we use certain muscles more and certain ones less. In the case of Karu and Chiisana, we'd hypothesize that they'd want and try to have bigger, doe-like eyes because it's a trait desired in anime characters and the cute-styled idols.

Eventually, I started thinking about myself too and I wonder if it's true.

give love~

HAR HAR, I was thinking of keeping this a surprise for Karu who told me that she wanted to hear me and Kazou duet Akdong Musician's "Give Love," but tbh even if the duet does happen, it won't be completed for a quite a while. And this preview has been shared around already, so I might as well share it too since I've been very inactive in the vocals department. xD

Kazou mixed this short clip of me doing Soohyun's first verse rap uAu hehehh
https://app.box.com/s/xlmv0f4ao2vfwzblhboi

"Give Love" is such a cute song! DUDE EVERY AKMU SONG IS CUTE (except Melted which is hauntingly profound) AKDONG MUSICIAN'S ENTIRE DEBUT ALBUM IS WONDERFUL and I had to buy it.

I got overly excited today to FINALLY BE ABLE TO RECORD A BIT OMG. It's been so fucking long since I've recorded and I hardly count my short of "It's Only the Fairy Tale" from April 9th because that was a couple of rushed one-shots. FINALLYYYY I'M ALMOST DONE WITH SCHOOOL YAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSS

Since returning from the SoCal/K-pop concert trip in mid-April, I've been doing nothing but work and work and working til 4 or 5 AM and just work and doing more work (and going out with friends, I admit, but after getting home I'd still stay up working) and not getting more than 6 hours of sleep a night. I've been 6 degrees stupider in these past weeks because of sleep deprivation and there's still so much left on the backburner and I'm behind on k-dramas, but FINALLY FREEDOM. ..not really. not really at all. (mixing and cosplay and job work.)

But I'm sad because I quite liked this semester. It might be my favorite semester of uni so far?
All my classes went well gaaaaah very happy. And there's been accomplishments in all of them!! Was recognized for my service by several managers while volunteering for the film festival class. *A* In the running for the award of best Pro Tools production work in my sound/radio class. *A* Screenwriting professor praised my screenplay and mentioned entering it in a competition. *A* And I'm just extremely happy with and learned a lot from my TV/film production class in general. (I ended up submitting my short film to our school film club's film festival, but I'm pretty sure my professor pushed a lot of people to do that haha-- still at least just let me feel special that he wrote me an individual email telling me to do it, okay--)

A rant.

I feel like I'm preaching or sounding too pretentious but seriously, a lot of things said by a lot of people aren't okay. Have a negative opinion? Fine. Complaining? Mostly fine, depending on how you word it. But outright insulting people is nothing short of rude. There are still living people with feelings behind so-called internet anonymity, which is no welcome to render them a target of blindly-fired disrespect. I want to say more on twitter, but it looks like I have the unpopular opinion or am speaking out of my place.
Sorry if this next part is too harsh and self-entitled-sounding, but I think it's a shame that some people can be so admired, and that those admiring them seem to overlook just how disrespectful and impudent they can be. For christ's sake, you produce things on the internet for thousands to hear/see and you have a following--even if it's just one person, you are an influential figure so if you have hurtful thoughts towards a peer, please at least have the decency to keep it off your public space.

HAPPY AND INCOHERENT

And also really busy ASLFJSFDKSDF It's 1:44 AM and I'm still working on dinner. I have a long night ahead of me working on my Kelly short film. A classmate in my sound/radio class asked me to be an extra in his film and said it'd take 20-30 minutes. LOL.......... I ended up crewing for the film shoot til midnight. But I had fun! And I acted on camera without having much camera fright!! BUT NOW I GO BACK TO WORK. I'm happy aaaaaaa this semester has been going really well. I'm probably not gonna win the award because there's gotta be people out there more experienced with and adept at Pro Tools, but it's already an honor to be in the running... //// Same with how my screenwriting professor wants me to enter the student screenwriting competition. u///u

[1:23:39 AM] Eva: omg so ;_;
[1:23:42 AM] Eva: my sound professor
[1:23:52 AM] Eva: played my recent project to the class today
[1:23:57 AM] Chiisana: !!! O:
[1:24:02 AM] Eva: alskdfjlsdf so embarrassing
[1:24:14 AM] Chiisana: whyy? QvQ it must be because it was great though right? ;-;
[1:24:14 AM] Eva: he said i'm in the running for his Best Protools Production award this semester QAAAAAAQ
[1:24:19 AM] Chiisana: OMGGG
[1:24:20 AM] Eva: and then he was like
[1:24:22 AM] Chiisana: THAT'S AWESOME QvQ!!!
[1:25:25 AM] Eva: "AND NOW I'M GONNA EMBARRASS YOU SOME MORE. (the whole time i covered my eyes while he played my project) I think you have a really marketable voice. You can only pull that off when you're young but I can really hear that on a local radio or channel"
[1:25:37 AM] Eva: and he started talking about pairing up with an agent or getting out there myself or something
[1:25:41 AM] Eva: and i was relaly confused
[1:25:50 AM] Eva: but then i was also mentally like LOL DOES THE YOUTUBES
[1:25:51 AM] Eva: but
[1:25:52 AM] Eva: omfg
[1:26:08 AM] Eva: anyway sorry LOL i was reminded of this 'cause in my promo, i did a bunch of sound effects
[1:26:18 AM] Eva: like all the stuff i saved up from when i used to put SFX in my vlogs LOLLLL
[1:26:28 AM] Eva: all the baby crying and baby laughs and glass crashing and cloth ripping and phone dialing
[1:26:44 AM] Eva: i was really embarrassed because everyone else for their radio station promos played music
[1:26:59 AM] Chiisana: awwwwww! ;u;
[1:27:03 AM] Eva: but i was like I DONT KNOW WHAT AMERICAN RADIO MUSIC IS LIKE.... so i did a mini skit with sound effects and he was like SO WHAT GAVE YOU THE IDEA
[1:27:09 AM] Eva: and i was like ???! I REALLY LIKE SOUND EFFECTS??
[1:27:19 AM] Eva: casually didn't mention the vlogs part
[1:27:24 AM] Chiisana: LOOOL
[1:27:48 AM] Chiisana: That's really awesome thouuugh ;u; I knew you'd exceed in this kinda thing as always >u<)9
[1:27:53 AM] Eva: Q^Q THANK YOU
[1:28:09 AM] Eva: i'm happy because i have very little experience with Pro Tools and in fact, i hate the program
[1:28:16 AM] Eva: but i'm in the running for an award for it???! LOL
[1:28:18 AM] Eva: WOOHOO
[1:28:49 AM] Chiisana: YEAH LOLLL
[1:29:05 AM] Chiisana: your experience in audio mixing and just everything in general has paid off *^*
[1:29:36 AM] Eva: YAAAAAAY QAAAAQ

The A Factor

ALSKFJSLDKFJDKFDL

So recap of the past 2 days, or basically my 21st birthday weekend.
Saturday, I fiiiiiiiinally finished my 35-page screenplay at 11 AM!! -SIGH OF RELIEF- So glad it's over because this was my most concerning project of the semester and I feel so sleep and free time-deprived solely because of it.
After turning it in online, I slept til 3 PM, then hung out with Yanovi for a bit. And then we hopped over to Myst's house to party with Myst, Dibur, Fome, Kura, Kazou, and Dean (Dibur's brother).

They decorated a cute cake for me u_u//// and sang for me.. and I hate being the center of attention and was super flustered but still grateful and happy I JUST DNO'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS IT.

And Fome gave me these gorgeous gym badge-looking chocolates that I never want to eat because they look unreal and I want to preserve them forever. Also they're from a store called Chocolatier Blue and I cry because that is such a cute name and all the packaging is my favorite color. u///u

Oh and then I had obligatory alcohol because I turned 21. I just had the 5.8% stuff and I was already entirely red L O L... Other than that, I had a tiny sip of Guinness (ICK) and 1/8th a shot of Hpnotiq (ICKK but the color is pretty). Alcohol tastes really nasty to me though........ Plus I got a headache really fast since I haven't been sleeping much and have been under stress in the past week.

So most of us slept over at Myst's, which was nice. ;AAAA; Sleepovers are nice.. Company is nice..... Being an only child who's often home alone isn't so nice...

Then today (okay yesterday 'cause it's 3:59 AM aaaack) was the photoshoot for/with Dibur's rock band, Valkyrie Kiss. :> I'm not sure if I'm allowed to post anything so next time~ Twas my first time being a model or photographer! ;A; Both jobs were intimidating.



OKAY BACK TO THE POST TITLE AND WHY I WAS KEYSMASHING.

I ended up naming my screenplay "The A Factor" which I totally ripped off and used for the TV talent show in the story. This is the one where the protagonist Mel makes a half-silly bet that she can make it through the first round audition while crossdressed. She ends up getting through by accidental blackmail--then pursues the 2nd round, fueled by her brother Mark, newfound friend Lily, and friend-turned-rival Hilary. I have to say that for such a weird/unexciting premise and despite my dry sense of humor, I'm not unsatisfied with my script. I wouldn't have been able to write conflict had it been a more serious story. It's just a given that it'd feel rushed since I decided that rather than a short, I'd write an abridged version of a feature-length film. It's so underdeveloped and shallow, it hurts.

Anyway, I already got a response from my screenwriting professor and this is what he wrote:

"Wonderful! Delightful! And one of the most polished scripts in the class. Hang onto this because I will contact you in the fall about entering it in the student screenwriting competitions."

-SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM-

ASKLDFJKSFLKDFJ
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
MY PROFESSOR WANTS TO ENTER MY SCREENPLAY INTO A COMPETITION WHAAAAAAT

TWENTYONE

I am. so tired. I worked on my screenplay til 5 AM then had work from 9 to 7 PM and I'll be up tonight too because the script is due tomorrow. BUUUUUT I had to take this picture with this shirt and dress shirt as I've been doing every year since I turned 15!

Such a drastic difference from last year. I came to like 20 and now I'm ready to like 21. :>

TWENTY ONE, BABBYYYYYY

Gon' get smashed tonight with my apple juice and homework!!

Procrastination

I DON'T WANNA WRITE CONFLICT I wanna write meaningless corny fantasy fluff like Gong Xiang Hua
:(

Working on my screenplay and the entire story is soooooo dumb. It's all predictable and I can't! do! conflict! ! I'm 4133 words in and at this point, I've entirely given up on being thoughtful about anything or trying to incorporate ANY KIND OF WIT OR SHARP BANTER because I just want a coherent story from beginning to end SOBS. It's due in 2 days and I'm tired and stuck.

[2:22:21 AM] Eva: basically Mel's parents see the show promo on tv
[2:22:24 AM] Eva: and they're like ?!?!?!
[2:22:34 AM] Eva: and then Hilary stops by their house to give Mel the ticket to the performance
[2:22:36 AM] Eva: and they're !!! at her
[2:22:40 AM] Eva: and Hilary's also like ?!?!?!
[2:23:04 AM] Eva: and now Hilary and Mel are supposed to !!!! at each other but i don't know what write
[2:24:14 AM] Chiisana: OOOOOOOOH
[2:24:16 AM] Chiisana: daaaaaaaaang
[2:24:20 AM] Chiisana: things just got real
[2:24:33 AM] Eva: REAL IS WHAT I'M BAD AT