Late night rambling #8

Saturday, September 28, 2013

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It's this horrible cycle where I'm miserable and insecure during the daytime, and I'm tired, stressed, and often feel alone. Then at night, I look back and go, "No, you know what? You've got to take care of yourself because nobody will for you. You may feel alone but who cares? You have to suck it up and you have to be strong. For yourself." And the next day, I fall weak to depressed thoughts again, and am again wishing for some kind of support I can lean on. Or at least someone who at least seems to give half a shit that I'm not okay most of the time.
It's sad. I think we're all looking for attention. Emotionally, mostly--and god am I guilty of that and hate it. I realized what we're all looking for is someone's care; we want to be cared about and are let down when we find ourselves feeling alone. But we're all so busy wanting to be cared about that I think a lot of times, many people forget to care about others. SO IT'S A PARADOX... A RIPPLING DOMINO EFFECT.

Also I think my ability to go from LALALALA~~ to emo faster than a thirsty fangirl chasing her oppar is kind of remarkable LOL.
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Fuck I've been so picture-happy lately AHAHAHA this always happens like I'll go through this period completely dry of pictures and then suddenly they come like a storm of bullets. ㄱ ㄱ

I just. I REALLY LIKE PLAYING DRESS-UP, which.. is a little noticeable if you actually go back through all my picture posts.
It was just this moment when I realized that I had high-waist jeans and a somewhat high-crop top. And I was like,

WOAH OAO
I HAVE A... NOT AS CONSERVATIVE-AS-USUAL TYPE OF OUTFIT
let's try putting it on and seeing what I look like

..welp I'll never wear this in public..

let's
take a picture
and then throw it onto my blog like I do with everything

and then never do this again


Idk I don't drink and plan to never go clubbing or to parties or anything and I dress like t h i s (otherwise, dress shirts or t-shirts) and I'm just pretty conservative in general--apart from my profanity--so to me, this is dress-up HAHAHAHA. Other than the fact that I wear short shorts, I don't own anything that's..even relatively wild. But at least now I know I have SOMETHING KIND OF if my alter ego ever wants to come out to play??? no

Fire to Cars: A Texting Conversation

Friday, September 27, 2013

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Eva: [Chiisa] can you please send this to me on LINE? Thanks
Chiisana: ???? What is that even??? I'm scared???
Eva: Yeah... We found it in our parking lot
Chiisana: I'm scared if I download this, my phone will become haunted
Eva: LOL...
Chiisana: Sent


Eva: Kamsahamnida LOL i'm so sorry.. My boss made me pose in front of it with her wtf omfg HAHAHAHA
Chiisana: POSE????? LOLOLOL LIKE A TOURIST ATTRACTION OR THE WINCHESTER MYSTERY HOUSE OR SOMETHING
Chiisana: Winchester mystery car
Chiisana: When was that even there? Did it happen overnight? Was the police called? @A@
Eva: Yeah overnight and we're standing out here right now while some firemen look at it haha. AND YEAH IT WAS RIDICULOUS SHE MADE ME DO LIKE A SHOWGIRL POSE. ......
Chiisana: OMG.....LOL....
Chiisana: Gosh I hope no one was hurt.. Who would set fire to a car like that
Eva: So tempted to reference Adele right now... "This thing is completely burned. I've never seen a car so..well burned LOL" -fireman
Chiisana: I typed "I SET FIYAHH TO THE CAR" and then erased it
Eva: ..It's k I would have too.
Chiisana: Because the government might look at our texts and I'll get arrested for referencing Adele


Oh, you know, just a typical day at the office.

I dumped selcas here

Thursday, September 26, 2013

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Wow I'm sorry there's just been so much of my face lately. But for those who aren't sick of seeing me yet, here's a useless selca dump as I was playing around with my purple wig that arrived today LOL.

I'm going to be cosplaying Water Courier Ruka from Puzzles & Dragons for next year's Anime Expo--though hopefully the costume will be done before then. :>


Warning: this post has WAAAY too much of my face.

Gwiyomi [warning: visual profanity, aegyo]

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

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viewer discretion is advised
i learned from myst's video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YbM-J3fWLE8


...I'm doing a real fine job of this doing of the homework thing.
But yeah, don't watch if you get offended easily or if aegyo (cutesy actions) is nauseating for you lol.

good night!

Monday, September 23, 2013

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Been a while since I last took a face selca I think
(giant squishable from nelson is giant)

[PHLOG] Reno, Fairfield, Lake Tahoe

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[Blog, vlog, PHOTO LOG...]

This past weekend was my company trip to Reno! It was fun, and I tried to take pictures since I wanted to do something to somewhat document the trip, and it would've been awkward to vlog haha.

THERE WERE SO MANY KIDS. I FUCKING LOVE KIDS. HOLY SHIT. FUCK.
There was a total of 9 kids on this trip. All of them are under 4 years old. Actually I don't even know if any of them are 3 years old yet, but THE POINT IS THEY'RE ALL CLUMSY LITTLE ADORABLE LOUD AND AWKWARD CHILDREN THAT RUN AROUND AND SCREAM AND TIP OVER LIKE THEY'RE DRUNK. Some were unresponsive, some antisocial, some brave, some friendly. But all very cute. Babies. Cute babies. My heart was very happy when it wasn't busy stopping at every adorable action.

(I hope their parents don't mind that I'm posting pictures of them! ;A; I'll take them down if they do.)

larp

Monday, September 16, 2013

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[12:40:43 AM] Mango (。•ˇ‸ˇ•。): Ummmm guys
[12:40:49 AM] Mango (。•ˇ‸ˇ•。): So I googled "larp" http://puu.sh/4sF0C.jpg
[12:40:52 AM] Mango (。•ˇ‸ˇ•。): ............
[12:40:57 AM] Andy!: ....
[12:40:59 AM] Chiisana: ....
[12:41:00 AM] Eva: ....
[12:41:02 AM] Mango (。•ˇ‸ˇ•。): ...
[12:41:03 AM] Chiisana: that's not a lion playing a harp :c

Pictures from Disney's CA Adventure! (AX2013)

Thursday, September 12, 2013

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(2 months late...)

Here's a link to Myst's AX write-up because I'm too lazy to talk about all the things we did HAHA.
The people featured here are: Myst, Chiisana, Chiizu, Karu, Ian, Andy, and me.

...I also didn't include all the pictures because I'm also too lazy to do more Chiisana!censoring.......
But there's not much point to this post anyway since you can see everything that we did in my vlog!

We invite you in~

how we make stuff

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[7:14:52 PM] Eva: ..o
[7:14:54 PM] Eva: i think
[7:14:57 PM] Eva: i'm the.. mixer??????
[7:15:02 PM] Eva: TAG YOU'RE IT YOU'RE EQING
[7:15:03 PM] Eva: LALALALAALLALA
[7:15:04 PM] Eva: LAAAAAAAAA
[7:15:06 PM] Eva: HAAAAAAA
[7:15:06 PM] Chiisana: I can help with mixing--
[7:15:06 PM] Chiisana: LOL
[7:15:07 PM] Eva: HAAAAAA
[7:15:08 PM] Eva: HAAAAAAAA
[7:15:09 PM] Eva: JAGER.
[7:15:09 PM] Chiisana: YEAH THAT'S FINE
[7:15:31 PM] Chiisana: and I'm.. animating..?! I think..?!
[7:15:33 PM] Chiisana: some kind of animation..?!?!
[7:15:39 PM] Chiisana: how do you even animate to this song..?!?
[7:15:46 PM] Eva: LOTS AND LOTS OF JAGER.

Korean Drama Talk Time

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

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I was cleaning out my draft posts on Blogger, and found this incomplete post from.........
May 28th, 2013. Good fucking job, Eva.

I'mma publish it anyway though and add on a brief(?) listing and maybe some comments about dramas I followed or tried out in my recent memory! :>


Korean drama talk time because hi I'm Eva, and I'm an impulsive blogger.

I've been so obsessed with dramas and actors/actresses lately, except now I started following so many or started working on watching so many (it's a lot in my standards because it's not like I dedicate my whole life to watching shows) that I feel kind of swarmed and misdirected. :( So sadddd that sometimes keeping up with dramas feels like a chore now when they start losing my interest, but I don't wanna fall behind.. There are some dramas that I actually want to watch, but then I start thinking, "Eva you haven't watched this week's episodes of _____ yet; shouldn't you do that first?" and then I end up not watching anything and falling behind even more HAHAHAHA... But okay yo (not sure why that was necessary) lemme break down the stuff I'm watching right now or am considering checking out.

Monstar:
Starting with this, because THIS is my recommendation of the season. Winter's recommendation was Flower Boy Next Door, and I'm continuing with this same mellow, fluffy, yet thoughtful and heartfelt vibe that makes both of these dramas so lovable.
[5/22/2013 2:47:36 PM] Eva: but it's a pretty lighthearted drama with some melancholy behind it?
[5/22/2013 2:47:44 PM] Eva: like a teenaged musical Flower Boy Next Door
[5/22/2013 2:47:54 PM] Eva: but no hyperactive puppies from Spain
<--my description of Monstar when introducing it to Chiisana

The premise of the drama sounds pretty superficial and basic, but the show actually seems really promising and thought-out. It's a drama that follows the lives of high school students and how music and their newfound company of one another will heal their scars and pain. B2ST's Junhyung plays Yoon Seolchan and is an idol in a drama acting as an idol in a drama. :DDD;; Due to a fan-caused scandal, he has to stay in school for a while to rebuild his image. The main female is Min Seyi (Ha Yeonsoo) who is though her innocence doesn't mean stupidity or blindness.

Of course, there are some ridiculous things that reflect the doings of Dream High 2, like the fact that Seolchan is the only person that matters in his idol group while all the other members (played by BTOB) remain nameless and uncared for by fans, the agency, and even Seolchan.


~
And that's where my incomplete post ended. I THINK I PROBABLY HAD a gazillion other things to say but I guess I just...didn't...have...time. OTL
OKAY BACK TO KOREAN DRAMA TALK TIME IN THE PRESENT! WAHAHAHA. Except can't be bothered to be as detailed as I was before.

(No particular order because I can't remember shit anyway.)
(But a * means it's.. special?? that I want you to pay extra attention? IDK~)

Recommended websites: Dramafever, Dramabeans, A Koala's Playground

  • * Monstar
    • Comment: It's heartwarming and an absolute gem! I love Kang Haneul!
    • Progress: I.. I followed it religiously up until episode 8 and then life happened. I heard that the rest of series is still really good and I intend to finish this drama.
    • Recommendation? I KNOW I didn't finish the drama BUT I STILL REALLY HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT. It's great♥
  • Birth Secret
    • Comment: Tbh I started watching this after learning that one of my girlcrushes Kim Sohyun plays the younger version of the protagonist. And then it seemed really interesting so I kept going!
    • Progress: And then it stopped seeming interesting so I stopped.
    • Recommendation? ..... The premise has quite a hook and it's definitely not a bad drama, but not recommended.
  • I Hear Your Voice
    • Comment: IT'S CUTE. Parts of it are very scary. (to me) I like Lee Boyoung. and Lee Jongsuk.
    • Progress: FINISHED! Though honestly I couldn't bring myself to watch every episode because I'm highly allergic to 1) scary things, and 2) sad things. So I read recaps from dramabeans a lot. I really like their recaps.
    • Recommendation? Recommended!! May not interest everyone though. But it's good.
  • That Winter, the Wind Blows
    • Comment: I think this one's a bit of an acquired taste but I really liked it and was hooked.. Here's a post about my first impression of the drama. Some things later on (the ending esp) kinda left me frustrated though. Wasn't as epic as I'd hoped.
    • Progress: Finished!
    • Recommendation? Suure, if you like melodramas!
  • The World That They Live In
    • Comment: I watched because I was really curious about the Hyun Bin x Song Hyegyo pairing. :D I enjoyed the pairings in Secret Garden (Hyun Bin x Ha Jiwon) and That Winter, the Wind Blows (Jo In Sung x Song Hyegyo)--though I don't intend to watch What Happened in Bali (Jo In Sung x Ha Jiwon)--so I was curious about how the last combination works. Plus apparently Hyun Bin and Song Hyegyo dated for a while! ALSO I'M VERY CURIOUS about broadcast stations and the making of dramas.
    • Progress: I was kinda watching this one casually since it's an old drama and doesn't knock you off your feet. ......and then life happened. But I'll probably start watching it casually again..sometime....
    • Recommendation? ...Mostly only if you're interested in those above things that made me wanna watch it.
  • Cheongdamdong Alice
    • Comment: I like Moon Geunyoung. This drama was very good at first.
    • Progress: I read recaps because I was curious as to how it would end...
    • Recommendation? No.
    • Bright Side: A VERY nice OST song ("Daddy Long Legs") came out from this drama by one of my girlcrushes Baek Ahyeon and it continues to be one of my favorite songs.
  • Mandate of Heaven (Fugitive of Joseon)
    • Comment: ..Mostly I was curious because Lee Dongwook looks so different from how he did when hosting Strong Heart.. And I like Song Jihyo because Running Man. Also because boredom.
    • Progress: FINISHED but through recaps. I probably actually watched like.. 2 episodes. But that's partially because it's an action thriller :c
    • Recommendation? ...eh.
  • * Reply 1997
  • The King 2 Hearts
    • Comment: Another old drama BUT IT'S SO GOOD. It stars Lee Seunggi and Ha Jiwon.
    • Progress: I mostly read recaps because I'd heard so many good things about the drama but didn't wanna plunge into it. Watched a handful of episodes though and finished!
    • Recommendation? REALLY GOOD DRAMA. Basically like a sageuk set in modern times. (It's a fictional North and South Korea with monarchies.)
  • The Moon that Embraces the Sun
    • Comment: I wrote this back in March in my fangirl post over ZE:A's Siwan.
      "Btw it's a very good drama if you turn a blind eye towards the fact that the plot goes nowhere and nobody ever grows up. Maybe it's because I went into it already knowing and expecting how lacking it was that I wasn't disappointed with the drama LOL. I'm enjoying it."
    • Progress: Finished!
    • Recommendation? RECOMMEND THE CHILDHOOD PORTION SO MUCH. The rest of it is just.. if you remember to keep low expectations.
  • * Sword and Flower (aka Blade and Petal)
    • Comment: This is such an underrated drama. It's also really refreshing to see a sageuk taking place in the Goguryeo era rather than Joseon. After a strong start though, the drama started being plagued by some stupidity, plot holes, and lack of character development. But interesting all the way through.
    • Progress: It just finished airing! But I'm waiting to watch the last episode with boyfriend haha. This was a pleasantly surprising case though, since I started out only reading recaps... and then it became watching every episode. as soon as they got subbed.
    • Recommendation? If you like historicals and kick-ass princesses, then yes.
  • * Good Doctor
    • Comment: Who knew I would start watching a medical drama, considering how squeamish I am at blood and surgeries and.. medical-related everything... (It stars Joowon, Moon Chaewon, and Joo Sangwook! They're all great actors imo.)
    • Progress: It's still airing! And I'm still following it religiously with no sign of stopping!!!
    • Recommendation? Yes! May not interest everyone though. A few dumb things but they can be overlooked. Overall, a good drama! If you're curious, maybe check out the recaps over at dramabeans. ^^
  • The Princess' Man
    • Comment: I wanted to try it because 1) I like these kinds of sageuks with potential for cute, 2) people recommended it, and 3) curious about Park Sihoo and Moon Chaewon together.
    • Progress: I couldn't go on after 2 episodes..
    • Recommendation? It's a good drama! I just couldn't bring myself to go on because I KNOW IT'S GONNA BE SAD, SOB
  • Jang Ok Jung: Live in Love
    • Comment: The first 8 or so episodes of this drama are just BEAUTIFUL and CHARMING and thoughtful, with [unexpectedly] great, subtle, powerful, and emotional acting. Especially from Kim Taehee. Nobody knew she could bring it but homequrl brought it. Yoo Ah In is also fantastic, though after those 8 episodes, he started getting frustrated with his character and the drama. We all did. Everything sunk after that.
    • Progress: I watched it up until episode .. 15 or so?! Then I couldn't STAND the stupidity and makjang anymore...... but I kept up with recaps til the end out of curiosity for the plot.
    • Recommendation? Stop when it starts going stupid.
  • Gu Family Book
    • Comment: This is a reaction timeline for the whole series.

      Ep 1: "THIS IS BEAUTIFUL AND MAGICAL AND PERFECT I'M IN LOVE."
      Ep 2: "What the fuck."
      Ep 3: "What the fuckkk."
      Early-mid episodes: "This is dumb and immature and dumb."
      Mid-late episodes: "Woah this is actually getting better. But still bad."
      Later episodes: "This is entertaining and not toooo bad!"
      Last episode: "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS FUCKING DRAMA. WHAT KIND OF BULLSHIT DUMBASS ENDING IS THAT?! HOW DID THE WRITERS FUCK SHIT UP THIS BADLY??"

      (no seriously the ending isn't bad because it's sad or anything.. it just literally doesn't make sense and IS A BADLY EXECUTED ENDING and makes you wonder why you bothered sticking to the whole drama.)
    • Progress: Finished but wandered between watching and reading recaps. Mostly read recaps.
    • Recommendation? save yourself....
  • * Cyrano Dating Agency
    • Comment: SUCH A CUTE AND BREEZY DRAMA, HOLY SHIT. The main girl is played by SNSD's Sooyoung and she's actually an acting gem among idols. She's great.
    • Progress: I watched religiously until near the end, when I started losing steam... and honestly I procrastinated watching (or reading) the last episode so much that I don't remember if I ever watched or read it.
    • Recommendation? I liked it a lot, so yes!
  • You're the Best, Lee Soon Shin
    • Comment: Oops... I forgot to add this one. Probably because it'snotthatgreat. I /love/ IU and Jo Jungsuk but I couldn't with this drama.... Plus, it's a 50-episode weekend family drama...
    • Progress: I watched until I gave up. Then I read recaps until the recapper gave up. Then there were summaries and discussion posts.
    • Recommendation? don't do it....
I basically ended up talking about every drama I paid attention to since December of last year...........
wao.

YO IMMA ONLY SAY THIS ONCE SO LISTEN UP

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

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I'm actually feeling really good about myself today, as everyone should all the time! Bad days and mistakes don't change who you are, after all ;u; so even through tribulations, I hope everyone reading this will be proud of themselves and won't be afraid of embracing their own qualities and uniqueness. Shit this sounds like a preach but you know, you're more clever and charming than you think. Not to mention, generous and likable. And all this makes you attractive. You probably don't see it but it's all there. Don't be so hard on yourself please and thank you. ;u;

Boom! Headshot

Sunday, September 1, 2013

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(I'm talking to Kanso/Sean who was the other Kano Shuuya cosplayer that I took pictures with at AX2013!)

[1:35:55 AM] Eva: SO I JUST REALIZED I TOOK THIS PICTURE WITH ANDY...........
[1:35:58 AM] Eva: not knowing...
[1:35:59 AM] Eva: that....
[1:36:00 AM] Eva: kano...
[1:36:02 AM] Eva: actually..
[1:36:05 AM] Eva: got shot in the head............................
[1:36:17 AM] Eva: i literally only found out today because of tumblr because of Outer Science.
[1:36:19 AM] かんそ@がんばらない: oh well that wasnt known until today
[1:36:24 AM] Eva: OH
[1:36:26 AM] Eva: REALLY?!?!?!
[1:36:25 AM] かんそ@がんばらない: still
[1:36:27 AM] かんそ@がんばらない: PFFFT HAHAAHAHAH
[1:36:28 AM] Eva: OHHH.....
[1:36:29 AM] Eva: OHHHHHHHH
[1:36:31 AM] Eva: HOLY SHIT
[1:36:36 AM] Eva: I HAD A PREMONITION THEN
[1:36:41 AM] Eva: MAYBE I INSPIRED IT--
[1:36:46 AM] Eva: OR I JUST PREDICTED IT REALLY WELL
[1:36:47 AM] Eva: WOW.
[1:36:50 AM] Eva: WOOOOOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW
[1:37:06 AM] Eva: i should go on tv and make millions by making bullshit predictions

Discussing the Gemini boys

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Nelson: Oh, Ryan! He's the one that lives in Australia, right?
Me: ....No. He's in Canada.
Nelson: Oh no, wait, it was Jay that was in Australia!
Me: .........No again.

you had 3 options you just had to choose the 2 incorrect ones
sorry jeffrey

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